every night I go to sleep hoping I won’t wake up the next morning

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I Can’t Breathe

I just can’t do it anymore.

I feel like I’m suffocating in my own mind.

I have no one to talk to.

No one to comfort me.

I’m so alone in all of this.

The only times of the day where I can truly feel every thing is when he’s not here.

The rest of the time I have to fake being happy.

Everyday I wake up so scared.

Scared whether that day he loves me or hates me.

Whether something is going to happen that makes him be mean to me.

I have to comply.

I have to stay in my lane.

I can’t get him angry or else I pay the price every time.

I can never tell him what I am feeling

Or what I am thinking.

It gets him so angry.

It makes him hate me more.

I have to suffer in silence.

I have to give him all my love and get little to nothing in return.

I can’t leave.

I’m so in love with him that it is impossible for me to do so.

He knows this and he uses it to his full advantage.

He knows that anything he does

Or anything he says

I will sit here and take it

With tears in my eyes and pain in my heart

I will sit here and take all of it

And still want to give him any love or happiness I have left.

I am losing myself.

I want any way out of this world.

I have nothing worth living for.

I have nothing that makes me want to stay.

I hate myself.

I hate life.

I just want his love, nothing more.

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onlinecounsellingcollege:

“The right person makes consistent deposits into your heart and sees you as a long term investment. The wrong person makes withdrawals and leaves you emotionally and mentally bankrupt.”

— Unknown

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r-rebxllious:

teaforyourginaa:

lordbape:

sending “I hope you get that job” vibes to the people out here tryna get jobs

reblogging for yall bc the shit worked for me lol

Karma will pop me if I don’t

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